Untie Rara turns 24 years old.

My birthday in few days to come.

Yeeeaaahh!!!

Setiap tahun pasti aq akan excited.
Aq akan remind semua orang termasuk dia.
Tahun nie pon habis aq kecohkan.
Haha.
Tapi dekat dia aq buat bodo je.

Aq ckp dekat mama this year nak merasa celebrate besa sikit.
And today mama buat.
Birthday in advance.

Rasa nak pergi beli belon je.

Okay.

Happy birthday in advance to me.

#UntieRaRaturns24

Salam AidulAdha

Hari Raya yeeeaahh!!
Excited cuti aje lebih bukan kerana raya.

Hari Raya Korban.
Ape pengorbanan aku?
Tiada apa.
Aku jenis mengaut keuntungan.

Not much to say about pengorbanan.

Aku cume harap keadaan kembali seperti sedia kala.
Tidak perlu aku korbankn airmata setiap hari.

Airmata perempuan.

Melalak melolong adalah cara terbaek lepas geram, lepas amarah,lepas sedih.
Itulah cara perempuan.
Tapi itu memang benar.
Jika aku tahan airmata makin perit.
Konon kuat.
Tapi bila lepaskan rasa lega.
Aku akui itu cara terbaik luahkan rasa.

Kalian doakan aku jadi kuat.

Its My October

Yes October coming!
Every year the month i'm always excited. The month I was born. Every year expecting him will be the first and celebrate it. Hope still same.
Lately a lot of sad thing happend to me. Happend to make me strong.
Happend to make me open my eyes.
Happend to make wake up from dream.
Yes. Nothing in this will be long forever.
Now, I dont know what is love anymore.
Before, I can story how happy I am.
But now my happiness is gone.
Yup! Life must go on.
This is what I'm trying.
I'm still with him. But, I dont know for what.
Please October make me happy back.
September a bad month. I hate it!
October,please cheer me up. Teach me to stand up. Teach me about a real world. I'm in dream too long.

Allah.. please guide me what I have to do. Make me more stronger. Make me happy again.
Amin.

Masih Ada Sayang

Selamat pagi..
Masih ada sinar.
Masih lagi mahu perbaiki.
Masih lagi sayang.
Ya!
Masih lagi sayang.
Tapi kemesraan makin menghilang.
Tidak apa.
Perlahan-2 aku akan menagih.
Kerana dia aku nasih perlu.
Dia sumber aku.
Tanpa dia aku...

Terima kasih cinta.
Ketahuilah bahawa diri teramat memerlukanmu.
Diri ini masih menagih maafmu kasihmu.
Semailah kasih cintamu kepada aku.

Pudar

Hari berganti hari, masa berlalu pergi.
Lama sudah aku pendam, ego sudah lama terpadam.
Sayang masih menebal, sabar aku terlatih.
Aku bukan tidak mahu, rasa cinta masih ada.
Tapi aku tak bisa diperlaku ibarat patung cendana.
Setiap orang ada batasannya.
Sama ada engkau mahu menguji atau menduga, terpulang.
Hati makin merindu makin sayu.
Berilah kata dua sebelum aku hilang kata.
Sayang cinta tetap sama.

Busy day with sleepy eyes

Pagi aku bermula mcm biasa. Not to busy. Suddenly it become to busy. At the same time had urgent item.

What a beautiful day I had . .

Nak breakfast pon tak sempat. Sesudah aku jadi hypo. Tak boleh nak fokus. After lunch entertain vendor came one by one.

The best part for today is . .

One of the vendor approach me to work with his friend. Its not first time. Sebelum nie ada jgk ckp tapi aku ignore je.

Then, he approach again. I ask him wh me? He's said that I have good communication, easy to approach and willing to learn. Then I ask how about the salary. He's said salary is not a big deal.

Me like huh???

But in cool face I said see how laa.. He's said I can't move forward sitting here. You have bright future.

But I just said later la. In my mind, I'm thinking about my boss. Poor her if I left.

So thats all for today maybe.

Got movie date.

Daa.

Love you mucho.

Bekerja vs Heart Not to Broken Laa . .

Malam tadi melayan Kal Ho Naa Ho penangan tido lambat datang keje ting tong.

Dengan emosi tidak stabil tidak elok sesekali menonton Love Story.

Padah sangat.

Okay, hari nie datang keje not in mood and sleepy.
Pekena nescafe rasa mcm dlm khayalan.

Whatever it is, life must go on Fara !

Kembali Berkarya

Selama beberapa tahun aku menyepi dari blog kerana apa sahaja aku rasa aku ada Razif Bin Ramli.

Yup!

I have him as my diary.
Tapi masa berlalu. Banyak berubah. So the best way, blogger.

So guys keep track on me. I'll update everyday as much I could.

But for today its enough.
I'm tired already.

Luv u mucho.